domingo, 8 de mayo de 2011

domingo, 1 de mayo de 2011

A life with a lack of meaning

Recently I've been wondering... why everything I do is lacking of significance? , is a though question.

First I remember things that used to made feel happy like a raining day , a good work day , having lunch with friend , workout. watch TV. read mails and share funny stuff via mms. Now I feel like doing what I'm suppose to do has no taste at all. Today , I don't care if is raining or not. no worrying if anybody is having lunch with me or not , forgetting completely about workout , I haven't checked my mail in days and if I get text messages I don't bother reading them. I'm feeling just like a zombie just watching days and friends go by.

Nothing I do is making me feel happy , I found indifference in every single thing I've tried to do. what does it take to get me out of this situation? I know I don't want to be this way but the more I try , The more I feel everything tasteless. I got me a new camera and is still in the box. I have no motivation for nothing and even right now these lines I'm writing on are not releasing me of this emptiness.